if only i could turn back time~
if only i could say goodbye~
i'd wish i was never born~
i'd wish how time would not have been short for me~
i'd wish for love~
care~
concern~
Maki, i love you~
truly... madly... deeply~
believe it or not~
its up to you~
my time is limited~
i have been coughing too much~
too much blood~
my mind is in a whirl~
but~
who cares?
hur~
I'm nothing but a speck of dust~
a fallen leaf~
a spilt milk~
loving maki will be difficult for me~
but~
i just can't stop loving him~
b4 i noticed~
he'd already became the air that i breathe~
i love the hugs and kisses~
i love it when he said those three words and whisper them in my ear~
how i'd wish all those times are back~
Where have all the good times gone~
two years in this relationship~
its impossible~
and increasingly difficult to just put it down and go away~
haiz~
i haven't eat much lately~
the moment food goes into my mouth~
i have the urge to puke it all out~
moreover~
i had no money to eat or even go anywhere~
all i had left~
was the 5 bucks left~
from what maki gave me~
i can't eat~
i can't sleep~
i can't do anything~
i kept thinking about maki~
couldn't stop it~
i knew that it'd hurt alot to think about it~
but~
i can't help it~
its like butterflies attracted to fire~
because of the beauty of the fire~
the butterflies are attracted to it~
thus they flew towards it~
even if they knew that they'll be burnt~
just because the fire is too beautiful to resist~
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 6:18:00 am__
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